I know that the topic is looking for something specific and I'm staying away from the 'someone' and sticking with that 'something'. A matter of fact I'm going to shimmy together a little list of things that are apart of my life, perhaps take over it and that I know I can live without.. I just don't have the strength. I wish I was Rocky..
.. biting my nails. I don't understand why I bite them, it's really not a nervous habit.. it's just a nasty habit. There's a video of me when I was only a few months old and of course my fingers were in my mouth probably biting my nails with my gums no doubt. I did quit.. a few times actually.. but unfortunately caved and well you know the rest.
.. makeup. I remember when I was smaller probably 5 or 6 we had a babysitter who was great and wore so much makeup, but it was pretty. She would bring it over and put makeup on me. She also gave me a few of her eyeshadows and I would every so often put makeup on and run downstairs. I'd approach my mom saying 'notice anything'? She would say 'oh you look pretty'. That was all just fun and let me say I now despise the day in High School that I started wearing makeup, because it's hard to stop.
.. spiders I don't think I have to talk much on this topic, haha.
.. magazines. If every magazine known to man just disappeared in thin air, I would survive. I actually think this world would be 50% happier ;)
The end.
Oh wait! Sad endings in movies where the good guys die. I can live without that.
Love,
KT
